i l l u s i o n s - i n c o r p o r a t e

31 Mar 08

2008-03-31T20:26:00.004+08:00

What's true will always be true(:
Today was another boring school day. went school slightlier to recap for my cashbook test. Went over to 3e2 for some tutorials by shujing and chingyee lend me ledger paper. Thanks! (: did the test and i did terribly(?) hope not *finger crossed*. following was english. suppost to have our expository essay written today but, practically the whole class didn't prepare. Hmm, mrs v was good enough to allow us to have the 2 periods to prepare and read through the notes. woots! had chemistry spa after recess. it was great and interesting. but i broke a cylinder. that's bad): took some filter paper to play xD Ops! and only after that i found out vera smuggle a glass rod out of the lab. omg! following that was bio, go through the dry stuffs and ms chew took a long time to go through a simple concept. ( it was not simple to me ) had 3 periods of math. did test then follow by some revisions. ms lim was superr high today. lots of jokes and lame stuff from her. enjoyed her lesson. had a good laugh (: however, social studies was not as smooth sailing. mr lim commented this " this class is getting out of hand ". and obviously he is refering to those at the back. aww): had math mock test after school then went to lot one with shawn and chengyew. thereafter went home. home sweet home!

i dont understand how come you can be so selfish.
this isnt the first time.
i had alway given you the help needed.
so ya, please stop thinking that you are so great,
which in fact you are not.
selfishness does not reflec well upon you.
i am not angry but feeling sad for you.
please wake up form your lala land.
if you want people to help you
please at the very least,
express your gratitutes towards them(:

26 Mar 08

2008-03-26T19:08:00.001+08:00

Where do i belong?
Who would believe it?
forget it.

25 Mar 08

2008-03-25T20:01:00.002+08:00

Happy Birthday Sunyou!
(as promised)

Today was a tiring day. Kyron wasn't here today. Thanks goodness, i finally have peace. But i shall be a good partner. GOODLUCK for your piano exam(: this morning was biology. It was kinda boring(?) Anyway, i slept during biology, had not been feeling well recently, felt to fragile and prone to illness. Did 3 rounds, or infact 2 for p.e. Came in at 8 minutes. LOLS. nice timing. Thanks Zon, XiaoNicNic for accompaning me the rounds and Atiqah for cheering and motivating me(: Lessons as per normal after that. I received a comment in my e-math exercise book from ms lim. This is what she wrote " No doubt you were smart, but i question your work attitude ". Hmm, i have not been really paying attention, handing homework on time a week before the march holidays. I felt it about time for me to buck up. I am feeling super motivated at this very moment. I shall not let ms lim down and work hard this term. Handing in homework on time is where i shall improve on. I am trying hard to clear ALL the math homeworks and be prepared for the coming SA2. This will be my turning point in secondary three. Where i change for the better. I will try my very best to be on time and pay attention during lessons (: Skipped CCA today xD Wasn't feeling very well today. Anyway, Jiayous to all my friends. You all can do we. We will soar high and far together. "One for all, all for one." We shall "Go far, go together." Let's put in our very best in things we do this year.(:

Once again, sunyou, happy birthday. You have been a good friends. I wish you well in your years to come and jiayous in your studies. Don't forget, once a sunyou, always a sunyou(:

24 Feb 08

2008-02-24T00:42:00.002+08:00

It has been ages since i last updated my post and since i am so free now, i shall revive my blog. Hmm, it's year 2008 and there are many ups and downs. Life are getting tougher each day and studies are like burdens. Stress is building up too, unlike those days in secondary one and two. Slacking this year = die. Social studies and english are difficult subjects, that 99% chances i will fail (?) However, i shall work hard on this TWO subjects and prove the teachers wrong. Hm, actually nothing much happened this week. It the same thing over and over again. Quizes, tests and all sorts of nonesences except for the social studies that which i flunk badly, 3/12. What a pathetic result and to make matter worst Mr Samuel Lim wrote this on my paper. "Obviously you are not paying attention in class." and i agree with that. I have not been paying attention in class for POA, sciences and social studies and it's not i don't want to, but, it's practically too sian. The content taught are too dry for absorption. But then, it may just be an excuse and i am not facing the reality. Life's a struggle, and life still carry on. I shall strive hard this year, to prove others wrong and for my mother to be proud of me. Having such a wonderful, marvellous, obedient son. I shall stop here and lets' see when will my next post be.

25 Aug 07

2007-08-26T14:12:00.000+08:00

Feeling fucked up by nw.

can u stop being so demanding over so many things that i do. im seriously sick & tired over all de reasons n find fault wif mi over every single minor thing. do u noe how i feel? an object to compare or a puppet. everyday got to quarrel wif u. i dun even feel any warmth. who can i tell. see mi thn kpkb le. wad exactly do u wan. i m not ur pet pls. even if im. i dun to do wad u told mi to do. stop controlling mi lik a remote control car. whu can i tell my troubles to. NO ONE. precisely, NO ONE. wad m i goin to do. keep quiet as if nothin had happened n continue to bared wif de pain in mi? or shld i spit it all out to some1. y haf it to b mi. mus it b mi? WHY!? im so fucked up over de quarrel. u think i feel v happy or m i being bo liao to quarrel wif u ar? n pls think back. who started it first. since u feel tht other ppl is more capable. feel free to tell me. why kp it to urself. tell mi in my face. i had enuff liao. i dun even feel good now. or shld it b i dun even haf a happy day in my childhood. not even 1sec. it may sound ridiculous. u may not believe it. n i dun giv a damn. to all people out there. pls cherish de precious moment wif ur loved ones. dun leave any regrets n in the end. no one but urself feel hurt. anyway to all my frens whu r unhappy, sad, enraged, etc. STAY HAPPY. Put on a smile, even a fake 1 will b fine. you will feel better. enjoy as much as u can. cherish ur good fren/confidante as they are hard to come by. most importantly, stay happy. dun think how unfortuante u r. but think of those whu r less forturnate. u will feel better. even if u feel lonely. jus stay happy. SMILE(:

25 Aug 07

2007-08-26T12:46:00.000+08:00

It's was a rather fun day. today went for badminton wif my fellow frens. (zhenyu, leo, shin, niwen, yy, xy, shiteng, allison. shawn goh, chengyew, enghong, rebecca). we had fun tgt tis afternoon in the outdoor court as de FUCKING community club de system crash n haf some mistake. har!? nvm, we got back de refund + some marsiling cc de shirt. zzz. after tht went cartel eat thn go hme. it's a rather short post. no mood. fucked up.sorry bout tht!

~End Of Story~

28 Jul 07

2007-07-28T15:58:00.000+08:00

SIAN. today is kinda sian. nthin better to do at home now. tht y im blogging. LOLS. ok first of all, wake up in de morning. thn ring zhenyu. zhenyu is still slpin thn the mum pick up.

*CONVERSATION*
KZ : Hello
ZY MUM: huh!?
ZY MUM: ZHENYU HAI ZAI SHUI JIAO
KZ: ERM. KE YI...
*CLUAP*

b4 i can reply, his mum hang up. wa paing eh. thn meet zy at lot 1 at 1045. i was late!? or was u early. nvm. jus to pei him buy his memo card frm sme1 in Yahoo!Auction. thn bought le go arcade ply lo. nothin better to do mahs. ply ply ply thn sudd. sme1 laughing. -.-. sound so familiar. it was yanying n xinyi. lols. wth. wad r they doin in de arcade. thn they go le. thereafter zy oso wan go hme liao. so in de end all go hme (incl me). and now i m here crappin. so sian. nth to say liao. END OF STORY. LOLS(:

25 Jul 07

2007-07-26T09:17:00.000+08:00

1 month 25 days. OMFG. a total of 55days nv update le worhs. nt bad huh. broke my record. it kinda of boring recently. be it school or personal life. As promised, i updated my blog NOW. LOLS. it's been rotting since de day i was sick till now. FYI. im sick fr 1mth++, on n off. haf a rather bad di kang li. bo bian. weak ppl lik mi is lik tht de xP ok, nothin much realli happen recently lahs. its just tht we chnged our sitting arrangement today. LMAO. SWEE SIANG, I REALLY REALLY MISS YOU! remember, YI LIAN RUI XIANG (: MUACKS <33 ok today nv do anythin special la. jus tht sch haf been boring since the 2nd semester started. all de JIAO teachers teaching us. i miss the old semester. ms chow, mr seow,etc.. i am realli bored now liao. hais. haf been self-controlling. not to ply games and concentrate on my school work. but nothin seem to work. the temptation is there, the attraction, tht 'magnet'. most importantly, my chinese blog. wtff. sadded case la. dont tok bout it liao. and today the bloody math test. i 4gt to do my part C. fk it baby~. sian. the sci test isnt easy at all man. i m struggling to do well this semester. the pressure from my mom, my dad, my family, my relative. i could hardly breathe now. OMG. whu can bring mi an oxygen tank. life's a struggle. quarreling is definitely not the best way to solve de prob. cant you find out the truth b4 u haf ur verdict. im sick n tired or quarrelin wif u. ALMOST EVERYDAY. i had enuff. pls la. can ti liang mi anot. doin well is not de prob here. at tis moment. is wad u value more. results or me. im not too sure. bt it seem to me that you are more concern about de results. is result really tht important to u? infact, i dun giv a damn to results and just bcos of ur expectations, i haf to work hard, struggle lik mad + fearing to recieve my test results. is tht wat u wan frm me? y dont u be in my shoes. im a human. can u pls b more considerate. pls haf a thought fr me. im nv gd enuff to reach ur expectation. pls. im a human. not a robot. i nid FREEDOM. and not BOREDOM. pls. i wonder if u ever read this post. i doubt so. but all i haf to say is. pls. give me my freedom. my human rights. PLEASE!

30 May 07

2007-05-31T11:26:00.000+08:00

it haf been 15days since i last blog. you know why? hehes, dun tell u xD no la. actually is v disappointed with my results. thn go hou yi zhen. lols. lets bygones b bygones. so let him tok bout wad really happen today. hmm todae went to sch for the R&J lit enrichment. went to ava1 n saw MR JP standin outside. hmm. scold ppl? or jus wei chi zi xu. he wad quite a nice guy la. rounded lik me -.- ohhs smaller in size as compare to mi la. thn went in saw a "brown" guy named mervyn. abit lik mao shi (cat shit). nt meant to b an insult. thn he was an interesting guy. who joke ard. more interesting thn i haf expected la. stil remeber the part whn he toked about the HDB aunties. lols. lots of thm will b heartachedddd. jus bcos of romeo. lols. haha. nice guy la. thn color a circle of wad u tink bout juliet. omg. my artistic work is well recognised. hahas. nt bad huh. in actual fact, i noe it sucks to the core. thereafter, went home lo. no, to lot 1. ate at AJISEN. it was damn expensive. n the serving was small. practically, everythin was small excpet for the price. thn saw brigitte, rachel n chingyee in more than words. we went in to sae HI. whn goin hme wif chengyew, saw dean, yy n the bowling company. i was makin dean pek cek la. hahas. wasted his money n in the end miss the lesson, further more, he didnt even learn a single thing. wahaha. SO FUN xD came home, watch initial d thn slack. hmm. now i m loookin into the compt. scrn n bloggin. if nt ppl sae i dua pai. dun 1 update. hehes. jkjk. and pls go and view shawn goh's blog. to see his latest post. since he admit that im nt his fren, thn i should nt mian qiang him la. since he dun tink we r his frens ( except zhenyu ), so be it. DUO YI GE, SHAO YI GE dont mak much diff.

~ END OF STORY ~

15 May 07

2007-05-16T07:05:00.000+08:00

Yoh peeps, im back from a LONG rest. indeed long. it had been 6 days since i last post. DUE TO SOME UNFORSEEN CIRCUMSTANCES =D. ok nvm. ytd was oral. tink i didnt do well as mr WONG say: '' ur passage were horrible but ur picture was well discribed. u may b trying to be careful not to mak mistake but u did mak alot of mistakes =.=''. i was lik walao la. ma de suan mi. try to b carefull huh? lan jiao sia. nvm it had already pass le. dun 1 to tok more about it liao. talk sme more i will faint or mayb cant tahan wad he said. bt i stil remeber he taught us SEX EDUCATION. KAH HONG is SINGLE-BATE. OMG. wahaha. jkjk. kh dun b angry wif mi. i was jus tinkin bout the past. the fun time we haf =D so jus bear wif my crap. today bo sch. oso bo wei gong bout shin. early morning pm mi kpkb. wad lj sia. sibei buay tahan him. nvm. maple really so fun meh. i sure keep my promise de ma bt i really busy recently. alot events and problems. nvm la currently no inspiration. mayb will post sme tonight. we might b getting bak our results tmr. yay or boo. i gt a strange feeling. nvm. dun tink so much. wad i know is that i put in my effort to do wadever i wanted to do. im bak to my outrun le. byes. GOODLUCK for tmr results.

9 May 07

2007-05-10T10:36:00.000+08:00

Today is the HE paper. walao eh so diff. i see 1st page i faint sia. sudd lik all i 4gt hw to do. lets hop i dun fail paper or esle. hmm. i bo wei gong =D anyway today played dota after the paper and now i am slowly, doing my art. wa sian, watch hear like so easy, bt now i started doin, it wasnt easy at all. wahaha. Nah tidbits for all =D :

一个月亮一个你,
二个朋友我和你,
三生有幸认识你,
四日不见想起你,
五个信息送给你,
六个电话问候你,
七星伴月围绕你,
八月十五我等你,
九十九句不忘你,
十分高兴识到你.

8 May 07

2007-05-09T09:06:00.000+08:00

Today is the math paper 2 lahs. felt that it was quite easy=.= serious. lols. erm jus finish dota with shin, zy,fred and etc.. sibei sian now so, i will blog and for the benefits of my readers. nothing really much happen today, only that i ate YA KUN KAYA LOTHI ( Kaya Bread ) it rocks man i tell u. yumyum. ok la and i suppose to write 1 erm poem? nah, all you go. WARNING: its pretty lame bt dun jeer at me =D ty.:

你在哪里？我在风里。
你在哪里？我在雨里。
你在哪里？我在你心里。
你在哪里？我在这里。
你在哪里？我在骂你。
你在哪里？你再问我就打死你。

7 May 07

2007-05-08T12:32:00.000+08:00

光着生子，
照照镜子,
先戴套子，
再上马子，
换个位子,
先试桌子，
再用椅子,
趴在梯子，
靠在窗子,
泡在池子，
躲进车子,
搞大肚子，
生了孩子。

7 May 07

2007-05-08T03:15:00.000+08:00

Yo peeps, i noe i had not update my blog for 2 days and i am very sry abt that. cos hor, i pia my math n ply dota with zy on sat thn sun its my family day, so i went out with my family to FISH & CO. not bad huh =D ok ba todae math paper quite ok la =.= i tink can score 50/50. LOLS. jkjk. i can gt 45 n abv happy liao. aniway tink too much abt money liao so i decided to make a poem abt that. nah here u go. my inspiration =D

日忙夜忙太费力，
包山包海没休息，
老板对我施压力,
本想回家松口气，
怎知家人更生气，
生活真是没乐趣，
等待周末碰运气，
中了头奖做皇帝。

4 May 07

2007-05-05T09:58:00.000+08:00

now sibei sian. after the dota match wif zhenyu, leo, niwen, wj, fred, we finally win =D Hurray~!
Here a poem out of no where =.= by me :

不要让孤单陪我说话，
不要让我遇到恶霸，
不要让我心里害怕，
我很希望你来陪伴，
应为街上七月的兄弟坏蛋。

3 May 07

2007-05-04T07:58:00.000+08:00

Hais sibei sian. came out with thiss =D :

失去的并不表示不再，
拥有的也不代表永恒，
在这多变的城市中，
珍惜拥有的也不代表永恒，
因此我绝不轻易放弃
一段曾经有过的感情。

2 May 07

2007-05-03T12:45:00.000+08:00

Was asking around about active transport and finally i found the best ans to share with scss-ian:

Active transport is the movement of a molecule across a membrane or another barrier that is driven by energy other than stored in the concentration gradient or the electrochemical gradient of the transported molecule. This type of transport requires usually the expenditure of ATP and the help of specific transport proteins. In this way can even large molecules can be channeled through the membrane. For the understanding of the details of the mechanism are both the structure of the involved transport molecules and the question how the energy for the transport is supplied and how it is used important. We will meet the electrical membrane gradient again in this context. Active transport can only occur at intact, closed membranes. Such membranes can envelop very different compartments, like the whole cell, vesicles, the vacuole, the mitochondrial matrix, the inner thylacoid space of the chloroplasts, etc. As a result of active transport can ions and metabolites be concentrated within the respective compartment or the cell and the steady state of the metabolism can be kept constant despite of large fluctuations in the external medium's composition. Ions, especially potassium, calcium, magnesium and phosphate have an important part in the regulation of the metabolism. The transport direction is thermodynamically determined by coupling the transport with a gradient, usually an electron gradient. The direction can be reversed if the appropriate substrate concentrations are chosen.

2 May 07

2007-05-03T11:08:00.000+08:00

Come to this blog to slack. sibei fed up by the bloody science definition of diff. words. atom here enzyme there. ma de so hard to remember. study had nvr been easy and today the killer history made me feel that history is nvr an easy subj. nvm i will jy de. wish all of you good luck for tmr sci paper =D

2 May 07

2007-05-03T05:29:00.000+08:00

Jus finish dota with shawn and zy sibei inspire liao

Here we go:

珍惜相聚的缘分，
思念的轨道，
才能将友情绵延又远又长。

2 May 07

2007-05-03T03:26:00.000+08:00

Todae after the history test got 灵感：
不是所有的梦都可以实现，
不是所有的话可以告诉你，
不要让距离拉开了思想，
不要让时间冲淡了友情。

Hope you all enjoy it. Can give constructive feedback oso=D

1 May 07

2007-05-02T14:00:00.000+08:00

wow. time flies man. it is 11 now. super tired cos of the killer history test tmr. 5x harder. ma de the words had been inside my mind since the day mdm tang told us. now really got to pia hard and score well. settle it once and for all since history is only for the first semester. cant skive liao. mus work hard. GOOD LUCK TOO ALL FOR TMR HISTORY PAPER.

1 May 07

2007-05-02T11:22:00.000+08:00

Again got inspiration:

不见你--真想你，
我梦里--常有你，
我是否--该和你，
真心的--对看你，
一颗心--交给你，
只应为--喜欢你，
一句话--告诉你，
大笨蛋--我骗你.

1 May 07

2007-05-02T11:13:00.000+08:00

Suddenly got inspiration to write this:

我把你的名字写在天空上，云把她吹走了，
我把你的名字写在沙滩上，海水把它冲走了，
我把你的名字写在新加坡的每个角落，
他妈的，警察把我抓走了

1 May 07

2007-05-02T09:23:00.001+08:00

yo guys im back =D as promise to ZHENYU that i will make a "DRAMATIC COMEBACK" with him i kept my promise, nt bad uh! fellow 2e4 pls relink me as some bastard took my previous URL.