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Sunday, 26 August 2007
25 Aug 07
Feeling fucked up by nw.
can u stop being so demanding over so many things that i do. im seriously sick & tired over all de reasons n find fault wif mi over every single minor thing. do u noe how i feel? an object to compare or a puppet. everyday got to quarrel wif u. i dun even feel any warmth. who can i tell. see mi thn kpkb le. wad exactly do u wan. i m not ur pet pls. even if im. i dun to do wad u told mi to do. stop controlling mi lik a remote control car. whu can i tell my troubles to. NO ONE. precisely, NO ONE. wad m i goin to do. keep quiet as if nothin had happened n continue to bared wif de pain in mi? or shld i spit it all out to some1. y haf it to b mi. mus it b mi? WHY!? im so fucked up over de quarrel. u think i feel v happy or m i being bo liao to quarrel wif u ar? n pls think back. who started it first. since u feel tht other ppl is more capable. feel free to tell me. why kp it to urself. tell mi in my face. i had enuff liao. i dun even feel good now. or shld it b i dun even haf a happy day in my childhood. not even 1sec. it may sound ridiculous. u may not believe it. n i dun giv a damn. to all people out there. pls cherish de precious moment wif ur loved ones. dun leave any regrets n in the end. no one but urself feel hurt. anyway to all my frens whu r unhappy, sad, enraged, etc. STAY HAPPY. Put on a smile, even a fake 1 will b fine. you will feel better. enjoy as much as u can. cherish ur good fren/confidante as they are hard to come by. most importantly, stay happy. dun think how unfortuante u r. but think of those whu r less forturnate. u will feel better. even if u feel lonely. jus stay happy. SMILE(:
`illusions
@ 2:12 pm
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